satis.

I think this is a Latin word that means 'enough'...? Well, that is what I feel blessed with today. Sometimes I think there isn't enough... time, energy, etc... I worry that I can't do and be all I need to... I feel inadequate and anxious... that I am not resilient enough for real life, and can't really cope, never mind thrive. I want to be happy for my children, and supportive for my husband, and good to my other loved ones. I want to make life cheerful and sweet for the precious children I have; this is their only childhood, and the memories and sense of hope needs to last them the rest of their lives. I want to improve the power of my mind and the skills in my hands. And this morning I read something that encourages me...
There is enough. I don't have to do it all by myself. And what I do have to do, I can do. I am capable. What energy I need, I have. It's somewhere within me... not always easy to locate, but I can find it... :) Usually. What joy I want to share, is here in my heart. Heaven's help is not far away, and I can succeed here and now, and every tomorrow I come to. I actually am 'cut out' for this. There is enough.
Thank Heaven, because I still have plenty to do today! It's Mary's birthday...: My dear little daughter is 12! Yikes, how can this happen? I remember so clearly when she was born, how cuddly she was, and she still has the softest cheeks I have ever encountered. I am grateful for the bedtime snuggle we had last night, laughing and talking... heart to heart. Thank Heaven for this girl- I sure love her.

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  1. Craig and JodiJanuary 13, 2011 at 5:04 PM

    Happy Birthday Mary!!!! Hope u have had a super, duper day!!!

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  2. leroyJanuary 13, 2011 at 5:24 PM

    thanks for your words............mary! she is loved by all!

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